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Intro

This is a book i have been writing in my spare time. It's not really a serious thing and I dont update it as much as I should. Anyway its a zombie book (if you cant tell by the title), and most of the characters in it are references to real life people I know. It takes place in present time and the location of the story takes place where I live now. Basically its a journal log of each day of the infection.

The title of the book "Jesus Christ Zombie Killer" is a working title. The main character in the story is a guy named Jesusy0. That character is based on(okay an exact clone) of my buddy Cxxxxx (aka Jesus note: he asked his real name be removed). You can check out his blog and his "Lomography" on his website MyUncleJesus[d0t]com

So yea, give it a read. I try to update it as much as possible. If you like it lemme know. Drop me and email. My email can be found on the "Contact" page.

Day 1

My psychiatrist thinks I should start keeping a journal to help me with my "issues". Yeah like I have "issues" what does he know? The only reason I even see him is because some stupid judge thinks I have problems. I don't have issues. I just like to drink, and besides its not my fault that stupid frat guy got mouthy to me. I'm not going to stand around and have this drunken pretty boy make me look like a punk. But I guess he did make me a punk after all. 200 hours community service, 6 months probation, and I have to see a court ordered psychiatrist once a week during my probation. But whatever, that pretty frat boy isn't pretty any more.

I guess ill do this for at least a week to see how it goes. Can't be that bad, and who knows it might actually do me some good. I guess ill do it nightly for a week to see how it pans out.

Tonight should be an awesome night. There's a show tonight. A big farewell show for Sudden Death should be great. Cheap show cheap booze, brutal tunes. Let the fun ensue.

Day 2

Woke up this morning, man did my whole body hurt. Too many LoneStars and too much "mosh". Show was probably the best show I've been to in my life. Moneystein and JesusYo showed up today. They just hung around and got drunk. Played some Madden 09. Saw something amazing on TV. Happened yesterday, apparently there was this dude in Louisiana who was shot, and on the way to the hospital before he died he apparently bit a chunk out of the paramedics arm. It must have been a hug chunk because the medic died, and the cops shot him until he was dead. JesusYo joked "muthafucker went out like a zombie y0!" It was pretty awesome. I mean seriously this dude must have been fucked in the head to "think" he was a zombie and take a bite out of the medic. Yea we discussed this for about an hour. Then we ordered some pizza. Fundage is running kinda low and payday is about 2 weeks off. I can't believe my rents didn't leave me any money. I mean they have enough money to take a 3 month vacation. They could have at least left me a few bucks to get some grub or something.

About 6 o clock or so Franky came over. As usual she was crying about her "love life" and how DragonToast doesn't respect her, yet she can't seem to leave him. Did she ever stop and think "maybe he doesn't respect me because he's married and I'm not his wife."? Man she annoys me sometimes. She's lucky she's pretty cause we would never let her hang out with us if she wasn't, oh and she always has money/food/beer, so that's always a plus.

Its almost 10 o clock now JesusYo is crashed on the couch as usual, Moneystein left about an hour ago he's leaving tomorrow for Australia, he's going to be there for about a month. Man sometimes I wish I was lucky as that dude. He's originally from Jersey, but moved here 8 years ago. Don't know why though. And he has CASH (hence why we call him Moneystein. That and his last name is Stein_____). He's one cool cat though; he's been a good friend of mine for a few years now. He gave me the keys to the Legacy GT so I could drive it while he was gone. He knows how much I love that car.

Tunapants should be showing up soon. We all call her Tunapants cause a few years back she use to have her own website that she got naked on and charged people a membership fee to see her naked. But here's the thing, she use to sell her "USED" underwear to her members at $50 a pop. It's amazing what she did. She would go to Wal-Mart and buy a cheap pair of sexy panties, and then she would rub the crotch area with a little dab of Tabasco sauce, and then some juice from a can of tuna, to give it that real "USED" smell and look. That's fucking awesome. This chick is creative and smart, and doesn't mind getting naked for money. What more can I ask for? Oh Yeah.....SEX! It's our fourth date, and I still haven't got as much as a kiss.

Day 3

Woke up early today and JesusYo is gone, figured id write about last night. Tunapants came over and she didn't feel like going out, so we just sound around the house and drank some beers, watched some movies. I guess the alcohol was working in my favor because I finally got some. It was great. And better yet, she left after we were done. I didn't have to deal with her. Time for breakfast.

Noticed something weird on the TV while I was eating my cereal. Apparently the same shit that happened a few nights ago in Louisiana happened here in San Antonio yesterday. This time it was a group of about 5-6 people that were in a car accident, they apparently rolled the van they were driving on the way to Schlitterbahn. While they were treating them at the hospital, all 6 of them started attacking the doctors and nurses and such. Seriously what the fuck is going on? Is there some sort of zombie cult I don't know about? It's a little freaky to think about, but WHAT IF? WHAT IF there zombie are really happening? haHA! yea, that could never happen. our military could solve the problem with ease. I don't think a zombie take over would ever be possible with our knowledge. And seriously, zombies are fiction.

Around 6 o'clock or so, D0m and JesusYo came over to chill out and drink some brews, JesusYo got some Kirin Lights from the liquor store. He had to special order the case. But its worth it, this beer is awesome. JesusYo has been a friend of mine for about 3 years now. He's a funny dude with a jacked sense of humor. He is tall and skinny, and he's a jew too, and he seriously looks like Jesus if he doesn't shave for a few days. Hence why everyone calls him JesusYo. I've known D0m maybe like a year or so. He's Italian or some shit like that, but we all call him Mexican cause 1 day his car got keyed and the tires slashed. Then when he called the cops to make the report they came out and took all the info, and then when the cop asked him his race D0m replied "white" and they cop asked him "are you sure your not Mexican?" not once but TWICE!!!! shit was hilarious. So ever since then it's been D0m the Mexican jokes. His real name isn't D0m, but that's what he likes to be called.

Anyway we sat around for a few hours playing Madden 09 and Call OF Duty. at 9 o'clock Franky came over again. I wanted to punch her in the mouth cause she wouldn't shut up about DragonToast and hers "relationship". Why did I open the door? I don't know her problem. She's really an attractive redhead with huge sexy lips. So she seriously shouldn't have any problem in finding guys. But she's obsessing over this married Frankenstein looking mook who "dreams" of having kids with Franky one day so he can watch cartoons and make them toast in the shape of dragons for their breakfast. He's a complete idiot. His wife is so smokin hot. Why doesn't he just impregnate her? I'm serious she look almost exactly like Jessica alba except not as skinny (in a good way). Luckily though Franky has this "crush" on D0m, and D0m likes vagina, so they disappeared for like an hour and I didn't have to hear her run her mouth about DragonToast. THANKS D0m. I knew I liked you for a reason.

Day 4

Last night I went to bed at about 1 o'clock in the morning. JesusY0 crashed on the couch as usual. D0m slept in the guest bedroom and Franky left right after her and D0m finished bangin. I didn't see anything on the news this morning about any "zombie attacks". I guess they rounded up all the crazies and put them in the loony bin.

Got a call from my mother today, they said that they were Baltimore visiting the National Aquarium or something like that. I told her about the "zombie attacks" on the news. She told me that while they were staying in a hotel, somewhere I forgot where. she said they were watching the local news and the same sort of thing happened there. The local police had to tazer a bum on the streets because he was getting rowdy. and when they went to put the handcuffs on him he bit the police officer in the leg tearing a huge chunk out of it. I think the world is going nuts. But yea me and my mom talked for 15 minutes. dad was out getting some stuff from the local drug store. Mom told me they are having a great time on the east coast. That's good I guess. I asked her for some money, she gave in like I figured. she said she'd stop at the bank if they saw one today and transfer me $200. AWESOME!!!!

Around noon JesusY0, D0m and I drove to go get JesusY0's MR2 so we could work on it in my garage. It keeps over heating and we can't figure out why. Maybe it's because we have the stock radiator for the 4cylinder motor trying to cool the V6 that we put into it. but the v6 radiator is too big for the car. I'm thinking we may have to get a racing radiator for an MR2, but that doesn't sound cheap.

Its midnight now, I'm tired. About to sleep. Got the MR2 to stop overheating. NEW radiator, NEW oil cooler, New thermostat. Now its works great. That car is awesome. Anyway, I can't get the thought of all these "zombie attacks" out of my head. after my mother told me about what she seen on the news, I kind of freaked. And today on the world news there was a report of an infection that was sweeping across Brazil. Causing people lose their minds and attack everyone viciously. This might not be good. But I don't think I have anything to worry about, with today's military a "zombie outbreak" can't be possible.

Day 5

Its 5 am and I can't sleep. This zombie thing is really getting to me. I've read a lot of zombie books and ignorance is what starts the invasion. Maybe all of the government is overlooking all of this thinking it really is a disease or something other than what it may possibly be. Whatever, if anything else big happens I think I'll start making small time preparations (IE: bottled water and ammo for my snub nose .38)

It's currently 6:45 am and I can't believe what the fuck I'm seeing, I turned on the local news and there it was, there's an outbreak in Florida of the same "infection" that hit brazil. Not only that, but there is spotted reports of "infection" in almost every major city in America. THIS IS NOT HAPPENING! They have live video coverage of the outbreak in Florida, its insane, they have the local police and the national guard out there fighting these "zombies", and I can see in the video that whatever they are doing isn't working. These things are over powering their forces. I can't believe this, I'm watching it and seeing that they are unloading clip after clip into these things and nothings working, however I have noticed they do drop with head shots. THIS IS REALLY A ZOMBIE ATTACK IN REAL LIFE! NO WAY? I think its time to hit up the local Wal-Mart. RIGHT THE FUCK NOW.

It's 9:30 am currently. WALMART wasn't as bad as a figured. But I guess since it's a Saturday everyone slept through the morning news. Luckily my mom transferred me that money today. When I got there I decided to act like I was shopping normally, cause after all... I really am. I'm just picking up a few "extras". Got me the normal groceries, beer, beef, chicken, potatoes, tortillas, eggs, bottled water, cereal, milk. I got 1 case of bottled water, as a back up. Also I got some protein bars. These things are good anyway, so even if I don't need them they will get used up. I also made sure to get a flashlight. Got some extra batteries too, But I forgot to get some bullets for my gun. I have about 1/2 a box left.

I really like doing this journal; it seems to be helping me to relax. I find I'm writing in it when ever I have free time or have nothing to do. JesusYo woke up at about 10am. He was sleeping in the guest bedroom. He peeked his head out of the door and asked me if I though it was hot in the house? I thought it was fine so I said NO. He then jumped out of the room but ass naked and asked "WHAT ABOUT NOW?" That shit cracked me up; I fell on the floor and laughed my ass off. After he put some clothes on and I recovered I told him about all the shit that was going on. He responded with "Well, I guess its time for Jesus Christ Zombie Killer to come out of retirement." he then got up and started dancing around and kicking at the air, and told me "I just wanna fight....KUNG FU baby!!!" That dude is something else. He's the only dude I know that wears snake skin boots on the daily. But yet he drives a Toyota MR2.

Day 6

D0m and Franky came over together today at just about the time a report came on TV, it must have been around noon time. It was some scientist who worked for the government. He was talking about the "infection" and he explained that they had confirmed cases all over the world. And in some places such as Brazil, and Mexico City, and Honduras, they have seen mass infection. He explained that there was no reason for the general public to panic and that everything was under control. He said that all of the areas that have seen mass infection are under quarantine. And all of the other cases are just isolated reports. He said that the infection began in Brazil, and at this time they have no idea how it spread. But he assured everyone that it the infection was under control and that we have no reason to worry.

YEAH RIGHT, is this guy serious? INFECTION? Am I the only one to see what's going on here? its gotta be a zombie attack. Maybe they are calling it an infection and trying to keep the public feeling safe. Whatever, I think we are going to stay in today. I got groceries today, and we haven't really used our grill on our new stove top. I think its time for some grilling. Franky also said she was going to make some homemade cheesecake. I knew she was good for something.

Under control my ass. Its 10pm and there's reports all over the TV about outbreaks all over the US. Apparently there experiencing mass infection in Los Angeles, New York, Chicago, Atlanta, Miami, Houston, and San Antonio. San Antonio???? There hasn't been anything on the local news.

I think its time to get drunk. Shots Anyone?

Day 7

Turned on the TV the moment I woke up to see if anything new had happened. Nothing was on the TV. Noticed Franky was still here, she was making breakfast for everyone. Got in the internet and looked at the local news site. There seemed to be a big outbreak at the Santa Rosa emergency room downtown. I can't believe this, this is actual zombie stuff. Just then a nation report came on interrupting the re-run of Seinfeld that was on. It was the President of the United States. He said that they were experiencing outbreaks of this infection all over the US, and he urged everyone to stay indoors as much as possible, and out to go out only if necessary until they get everything under control. This cant be good. I'm guessing that don't have shit under control. Why else would they tell EVERYONE in the US to stay indoor unless necessary? Franky started to freak out and all that normal woman stuff. I told her it would be okay and to calm down. She didn't want to go outside, and I told her she could stay here if she wanted.

D0m and JesusYo woke up and I told them about what was on TV. D0m freaked out and immediately left to go home. JesusYo just laughed and lit up a smoke. I think we are going to stay indoors today and just play video games.

All day today there have been reports on the TV about the "infection" all over town and the US. Local authorities have not been able to contain it. And the military forces haven't seen much of them. I wonder why? Weird thing happened today. A military Humvee drove by the house. Not only that but it had a .50 cal on the back, and it was manned by a gunner. I live near sea world in a semi secluded area, this cant be good. I think it's worse than what the TV is saying, and the TV is making it seem pretty bad. I think its time to go get some ammo for my gun. Shit might get bad.

WTF!? I tried to go to WALMART, made it out of my cul-de-sac down the road and the moment I went to leave the neighborhood I was stopped by the same Humvee I saw earlier. I was told a military curfew is in effect. No one was allowed out after dark. WHAT THE FUCK? I had to come home.

Day 8

Woke up with a call from my mother. She was telling me that they are in Connecticut right now, and that they have military vehicles driving up and down the street. She was worried about me. I told her I was fine. And I told her about the curfew that was in effect. She asked me if I had seen the news today, and I said no. She told me I should. But I still haven't yet. She told me that she was alright and that dad was okay too. She told me she loved me and told me to stay safe. About now I wish they were home.

So I turned on the TV, and every TV station was broadcasting the same thing. President SHITDICK was saying that the "infection" was no longer under control. he said that Americans were to stay indoors and that military patrol vehicles were guarding the streets. He explained that the "infection" carries flu like symptoms, and in the later stages causes people to go crazy, and causes them to have cannibalistic tendencies, and it makes their skin look grey and weathered. He said that anyone having any of the symptoms should report immediately to a military patrol. And that if anyone had any family members they should put also report them immediately to the patrolling units.

When JesusY0 woke up I told him what was up. He didn't seem too worried. Franky...... that was a different story though; she wigged out and was crying and all that stuff. She called her parents, but the phone lines were busy. I guess everyone in American is trying to call everyone. I fell sorry for her, She moved here 2 years ago by herself to start a new life. She didn't know anyone, and just up and decided to move to San Antonio. I always wondered why she chose here.

HOLY SHIT! its 7:18pm and seriously, We are all sitting here watching a movie when we heard Automatic Gunfire. We went into my backyard to see if we could see what was going on, we had to climb the back fence but we could see the military truck and 3 armed personnel firing their weapons. From where we were we couldn't see what they were shooting at, but I'm pretty sure I already know what it is. I think its time we went inside and close and lock all the windows.

Day 9

The good thing about living in a cul-de-sac on a very light traffic side road is that there is NO traffic. Since yesterday no one has driven up or down the street. This may be a good thing, but it can also be a bad thing. I don't know which to think. I haven't went outside since last night, didn't turn on the porch light or anything. All of the windows at the front of the house have those hotel style curtains on them so they don't allow any light out. JesusYo just got drunk all night. I couldn't I was too freaked out. Franky....she's losing it. She tried to call her parents but the phone lines are packed. The cell phones are the same way, you just get that "all circuits are busy" recording. Even when we tired to call at 3 am, it was busy.

All day all that has been on TV is press conferences and coverage of the "infection". This is out of control. I don't see how this is getting so out of hand with our "powerful military". What the fuck are they doing? Where are they? They had a recording on the 6 o'clock news; it was a reporter that was literally out in the middle of the "battle field". He was in the medical center area of San Antonio, he was reporting from "ground zero" is what he called it. Its was crazy. It was like something you would see in a movie only it wasn't a movie. All these people were running out of all these hospitals as the camera man panned between the exits/entrances. And all you could see was people screaming and crying and people running around covered in blood. The there was the local police that were there to help the problem. They didn't do anything but add to the problem. I could see that they were easily confused by who was the enemy and who wasn't. As people were running out they were shooting whoever they thought was "infected". It seemed like they were just unloading clips into anything. You could tell who was and who wasn't infected. Some of the officers would unload clips into some people. And nothing would happen. Can't they see what the fuck is going on? Seriously, I've seen to many reports on TV where an officer feared for his life with a suspect and "in fear of safety" the officer shot the suspect in the head. But now it's like they don't get it. It's fucking obvious what's going on. How can they not know? Have they never seen a zombie movie? What the hell?

I'm kind of freaking out. I hope my parents are okay. The phones are still to busy. I can't seem to get thru anytime of the day. Franky hasn't shut up since she woke up from napping. I gave her some beer and some Jager earlier and it calmed her down. But she is still acting like a crazy. I guess it's understandable. She hasn't talked to her parents or anybody in over a month, and now when it really matters she can't get hold of anyone. I'd probably be freaking too. My parents were great. They never spoiled me to much, but they always gave me what I needed. And they put up with me living in their house for 23 years. And all the partying I do. They even paid for my college which I dropped out of to do nothing particular. They were always there for me, so yea, I can see why she is freaking out. JesusYo on the other hand, I've met his parents and they are fucking awesome. But I dunno he just seems too laid back, almost like he doesn't care. But I know he does.

I'm pretty sure we are staying in tonight. I don't think anywhere is open. I hope they get this "infection" they call it under control. I dunno if I have enough stuff to be stuck in the house for long. But I do know we have plenty of alcohol. And really that's all we need. I think its time we get Franky drunk. She really needs to settle down.

haHA! its 2 am and I can hear JesusYo slamming it to Franky. Lucky bastard! I really do think they need to stay quiet. But she's really not being that loud. It's pretty awesome though. I'm going to sleep.

Day 10

I don't think JesusYo went to sleep last night. I woke up at 8 am and he was still awake still drinking Miller High Life. He had this huge smile on his face. I told him I heard what he did last night. �Yeah I'm JesusYo. She needed the evil spirits cleansed from her asshole, so I cleansed her of those evil spirits, I cleansed her spirit good�. haHA! I laughed so fucking hard when he said this I think I pissed myself. I don't know where he gets this shit from. But it's great. Even in a time like this he always has something awesome to say.

Me and JesusYo sat around the kitchen table and bullshitted while a made some eggs and bacon for breakfast. JesusYo made sure he ate most of the bacon before I sat down. FAG. Anyway I decided to see what today was like and I guess I forgot about everything because I decided to take a walk outside to get the mail. Man was I in for a shock. I knew our house was pretty well insulated. But hell I didn't know it made us cut-off from the world. I opened the door and seriously it looked like World War III was going on. There were police sirens and lots of smoke in the air from the fires. My god. You can see the downtown skyline from my drive way and it looked like a mess. You could see the fires from my driveway. and I live an easy 15 miles from the downtown area. There were no other nature sounds. Just the helicopters and sirens. And the gunshots. My god there was lots of gun shots. Luckily none of them sounded to close. But still the fact that I can hear them is too close. And maybe the fact that there aren't any nearby is a bad thing. I don't really didn't feel like finding out so I closed and locked the door.

Turned on the TV to see what the fuck was going on. Shit has begun to crumble. All of the TV stations were looping the same thing, with the occasional local update. President SHITDICK was on TV issuing a statement. I've heard it so many times now because it's on a loop I think I have it memorized.

"Good morning Citizens Of America. This is your President coming live to you from a secure bunker in an undisclosed location."

NOTE: I've gone back and changed the name of the president to President SHITDICK after hearing that he is hid safely away from the attack while the rest of us are left to deal with this shit. President SHITDICK is his new name.

"I know these are trying times for all of us right now. And I regret to inform you that the Vice President And the First Lady have both been lost to this horrible infection. As of right now, there is no known cure for this infection. And to be honest no one knows if this really is an infection. All we know is that what ever it is, it is causing the dead to rise and walk, and feed off of living human flesh. No one on this earth knows how or why this is happening. All we know is that the infection is transferred by what we think is saliva. But we can not be sure. We have confirmed that anyone bitten by anyone infected will also become infected. Even by the smallest bite. Any bite that breaks the skin will cause the person bitten to become infected in under 48 hours. We have also learned that some people, NOT ALL PEOPLE, but some that die from natural causes also come back from the dead, as if they were previously infected. But no bites have been found on these victims. It is unknown why this is, or exactly what percentage of people come back, but it is estimated at somewhere around 30%. We also have reports all over the World of breakdowns in the local government of the hardest hit cities and countries. Military forces are out in these areas trying to contain things the best they can, but as of this moment most of their efforts have failed. They are being over run by these things, these "zombies" if you will. As of right now the only known defense for these "zombies" is to destroy the brain. Any other attempts are in vain and will only result in incapacitating the enemy. To destroy this enemy they MUST BE SHOT IN THE HEAD. Remember that these �zombies� have no remorse for anyone. Not even family members. So if anyone of your family is infected or becomes infected, dispatch them as you would a stranger. Now it has been recommended to me that I as commander in chief approve the use of nuclear missiles on the hardest hit areas to maybe contain and/or eliminate the infection. Rest assured America, neither I, Nor any other World Government have, or will approve the use of nuclear weapons on any country. This is one of the few times in the history of the world where every government in the world has become an allied force. And we are all working together against this infection. But so far all of our efforts have been in vain. Every countries military forces are being depleted. This is a very serious infection. And I can only hope that we as a United World are able to overcome this horrible time in human history. I hope and pray for the best for everyone in America. And I pray for the fate of the human race. May we endure this trying time. Thank You."

Uhh�.this can't be good. THIS CANT BE ANY FUCKING GOOD! Zombies are seriously taking over the world. I think shit has hit the fan. The government even admitted they are losing this battle. How the fuck is that possible? What the fuck are we to do? Franky's losing it. I'm losing it. JesusYo what the fuck is wrong with him. He seems fine. I asked him how come he wasn't freaking out. He just lit up a smoke and said �They are just zombies!� WHAT THE FUCK!?

They are showing reports of �Safe Shelters� across the United States and everyone is allowed in. I've read too many zombie books to know that safety is in numbers, but not BIG numbers. Franky wants to go but me and JesusYo both have agreed to stay here and defend our shit and survive on our own. This can't go on for long. Franky wont shut up about going, but she doesn't want to go alone. Man I wish D0m were here to shut her up. I hope that he's okay. I hope Moneystein is okay. I hope my parents are okay. I tried calling them and I actually got thru, but the phone rand and rang and went to voicemail. There are posts on forums all over the internet about what's going down in peoples cities. Man I cant believe this. 10 Days and all hell has broken loose.

I decided to go and have a look outside. It's getting to be late and the sun is going down. I went into the backyard first. Man it was horrible. I haven't been outside in a few hours and already things have gotten horrible. I can see people packing up their cars and leaving. I climbed the fence to see if I could see better, It wasn't want I wanted to see. Some houses were on fire. Everyone was leaving. I could see people loading blankets and trash bags into their vehicles that were moving. I can only think of what is hidden in those things. Prolly not the smartest thing but hey, they are leaving I am staying. Get those things away from me. Took a look out front. All of my neighbors are either gone, or they are packing up and leaving. I seem to be the only one not leaving. Whatever. If anyone of them is infected I don't want them near my house. And less people in the neighborhood means less chance of attack. I think its time for a few beers. I know I can use them. Franky can too. JesusYo, he's already drunk and passed out. Its only 8pm asshole.

Day 11

Last night I decided to barricade all the doors. And I checked to make sure all of the windows were �light proof�. Didn't seem to matter much. I didn't hear anything. All night the TV just looped the president's speech. It was annoying. I opened the front door today and looked outside. There is nothing going on at all. The street is empty. I got in JesusYo's MR2 and decided to go for a drive. All of the houses in the neighborhood are empty. Everyone seems to have abandoned their houses. I drove out of the neighborhood; it was pretty quiet going down Potranco road. But then again it is kind of a back street unless you live off of it. But as I got near the highways I could see all the traffic. It's crazy. The highway looks packed. Decided to go to the Wal-Mart. haHA! man that place was a mess. People already ransacked it. Oh well I got enough stuff to last awhile.

On the way back, I saw one for the first time. It looked exactly like a zombie from the movies. Oddly enough it was seat belted into the vehicle. And just like the movies it didn't know how to get out of the seat belt. I decided not to take a closer look; I just drove by real slowly and studied it. When it saw me though it actually let out this rabid growl. Unlike the movies where they moan. This one growled like a rabid dog. It really scared me. Its eyes were amazing. They were lifeless. It's hard to describe. I decided it was time to get home ASAP.

Day 12

The phone lines are still busy, or maybe there just down but power is still running to them. The cell phones are saying �All circuits are busy�� I noticed that sometime during the night the power to the block went down. I heard a crash right before it happened so maybe someone crashed into the power lines. I haven't gone outside to find out yet. Either way, my parents are eco friendly and decided to put solar panels up for electricity about 2 years ago, so the power outage doesn't affect the house. Franky has done nothing but sleep during all of this. She's been popping sleeping pills. She's taking all this really hard. JesusYo has been killing the alcohol. Luckily I stocked up before all this. So there is still plenty left.

There hasn't been much to do except stay inside. Haven't worried much about staying quiet. We are in a secluded part of a secluded neighborhood. And the house is pretty well insulated. The radio is still broadcasting, all though most of the stations are just on a loop. Same goes for the TV. Its just re-runs of re-runs over and over again.

Okay, its 7:40 pm, and I heard some gun fire down the street. It's been awhile since I went outside so me and JesusYo decided to check it out. Franky was asleep. Anyway, we went outside and walked down the street. I had my .38 with me. Walked down the street and didn't see anything. Walked down to the end of the block and we saw a few people (possibly infected) walking past the intersection of the cross street. None of them saw us. I felt un-easy knowing that those people were possibly infected and that close. So we headed back, on the way back is when we saw one up close. At first we heard it. It let out the same growl I heard from the person in the car yesterday. It came out of the Parkers open garage. They live like 4 houses down on my side of the street. JesusYo saw it first. I noticed it was Melissa. the Parkers 20 year old daughter. Her and JesusYo use to date. He told me they broke up because she cheated on him. She didn't move very fast. She moved exactly like they do in the movies. JesusYo asked me for my gun. Knowing what he was gonna do I gave it to him. He walked up to her and pistol whipped her. Didn't do much. These things are exactly like zombies. Didn't even flinch or nothing, just kept coming. He kicked her in the legs and she fell over. Before she could get up he stood on her arms to keep her from moving. He told me something I never knew before. �Hey Roger� he said �You know, I use to date this cunt. And we fucked all the time. Then one day she told me she was pregnant, and I said fuck that and gave her $300 for an abortion. Then I bounced. Honestly y0, it was the best $300 I ever spent. Till I found out she used it to buy herself a Coach purse�.*bang*�.

I think its time we start making some serious plans. But JesusYo suggested we get drunk and make plans tomorrow. He makes a good argument.

Day 13

Woke up this morning to the ugly sound of gun fire, made much worse by the huge hangover I had. Damn you Jagermeister. I ran outside the best I could to see what was up. Nothing going on out front went to the back and climbed the fence. That's when I saw JesusYo and D0m on the roof of the house that was behind us. D0m and JesusYo were having target practice with D0m's AR-15 and Ak-47. Apparently the internet still works and D0m still had power at his house and him and JesusYo talked on the internet and came up with the idea for D0m to stay with us. He told me that his entire neighborhood had left. He never answered when I asked him why he didn't leave. I really don't care. I'm glad to have him here. He brought over some supplies too. When I joined them on the roof I noticed that they were having target practice with a huge group of the infected. They were gathered around the middle school for some odd reason. I don't know why. There were about 40-50 of them. As awesome as it was to be on top of that roof and shooting guns at these things I didn't think it was a very smart idea. We had an advantage if you want to call it that of being on a secluded street that was off of a secluded street, and were completely surrounded by houses with brand new fences. So I talked the guys into going inside. Franky was making breakfast anyway.

Once inside I got to actually talk to D0m and get an idea of the situation. He said it was a bitch to get here. Dealing with all the wrecked and abandoned cars. And since he lives in the city center he had to deal with massive groups of infected. He said that the city is being over run, he tried to avoid them the best he could. He said that in some places he would encounter hundreds of them. He even saw a group of 7 people in a van being attacked by a group of infected.

Franky seems to be doing better, I'm not sure why. Maybe she's accepting everything, or having D0m here with her makes things easier. She hasn't freaked out once today.

I checked the internet boards to see what was going on, it doesn't look good. Everywhere I check people are talking of entire cities being over run. There also saying that the military is cracking and fading and they are seeing less and less military power. Maybe these people are right. Maybe the government is going to shit.

I haven't seen or heard anything on the TV for the past few days. Not since the last report from the president. It's about 11pm right now. D0m and Franky are sleeping in my parent's bedroom, and JesusYo is still drinking. This guy is something else. He's been binging for the past week or something. I haven't seen him sleep at all. I noticed the power is still out around the neighborhood. But with what's going on I don't think anyone will be around for a while to fix it. Phones are still down as well as cell phones. But the internet and cable are still up. Most of the stuff on TV is again re-runs of re-runs; the radio is basically on a loop. Once station is still broadcasting live but it's not much. It seems as if the DJ and maybe some other people have taken shelter in the radio station. That's what they keep talking about. I think its time for sleep.

Day 14

Slept in today. I feel really good. Woke up and Franky was making dinner. Yeah it was 5pm when I woke up. Woman can make some bomb ass enchiladas. Yes, the D0m/mexican jokes were in abundance. I mean c'mon, leave it to Franky to make bomb ass enchiladas the day after her �crush� shows up. She's just trying to impress him.

We were all sitting around the TV after dinner watching an episode of Malcolm in the Middle, when a news report broke into the show. It was a presidential news conference it was being streamed live on every channel. I turned on the radio to see what was up, and apparently it was being streamed on every radio station too.

The president took a seat at his desk, and introduced himself just like last time, saying he was in a bunker in an unknown part of the world. He explained that all efforts to control the infection had failed. And that the military had almost depleted. He explained that there was nothing the military could do any longer except for protect those that are already at the shelters located on most military bases. He said that their was a breakdown in government. And that most of those in power had succumbed to the infection. And that those that weren't infected had abandoned their positions, and as of this time the military is almost non existent. He apologized for not being able to contain the infection, and explained that they had used almost every means they had to try and suppress it but all had failed. He said that the only option left was to drop nuclear bombs on American soil. But he assured everyone that he would never do this. At the end of his speech, he apologized again, wished everyone who was still alive and watching the conference and everyone who wasn't good luck. He then reached his hands under the desk. He said �I hope god can see America through this. May god be with everyone who is still alive? Good bye America.� he then pushed himself back away from the desk lifted his right hand to his temple and blew his brains out. Mutherfucker was hiding a gun under his desk and took his own life in front of everyone watching.

I'm guessing this means that the shit has hit the fan and it's going to be awhile before we see any type of relief.

Franky has gone absolute ape shit. I'm freaking out too. D0m is pretty laid back about all this, and JesusYo doesn't seem to care. Luckily D0m is here to help out Franky. I can only guess how bad things are gonna get. I don't know what's gonna happen. I don't even want to think about it. I'm just glad I got JesusYo and D0m here to keep me company through this. I just wish I knew how my parents are doing.

Day 16

Yea, I didn't bother writing yesterday. Nothing happened. We are all still in shock. None of us did anything at all yesterday. I slept most of the day. Franky spent all day baking shit. D0m sat on the couch, did not move. Jesusy0 was on the roof for some reason, doing what I have no idea, but I know he slept up there.

It has been almost 2 days and I cannot get the image of the president out of my head. if this whole thing is bad enough for the president to kill himself then this must be a crazy situation. It’s crazy to think of how fast things have gotten out of control. It’s been 16 days since we first saw something on TV that was relative to this "zombie epidemic". I just wonder exactly how long this has been going on and we just haven’t known or paid any attention. Or what if this was a government test gone wrong? If so how did it get so out of control? Will there ever be control again? How long is this gonna last? All these questions and no answers.

The solar panels are doing their job just perfectly. Jesusy0 came down for a bit and said last night he could see that most of the neighborhood was out of power, but some of it wasn’t. I think maybe something knocked down a power line or something. The TV is still on, but nothing new has come on. The internet is still up and running. Got to talk to The Rev(Atari) online. He lives in Guam, he was saying that nothing is happening in Guam. Everything is normal. He did mention that the locals are freaking out though. And the grocery stores are running low on food. But so far he said there were no cases near him. He did say that Japan was being overrun by the infection.

I just found out that thanks to Franky we have absolutely no food in the house. We have a crap load of meat in the freezer, but other than meat there is nothing. No potatoes, no vegetables, no bread. Just meat. We all had steaks for dinner. But nothing else just steak. I guess we gotta go buy some food tomorrow. If that’s still possible. Tonight’s a really cool night. There is a nice breeze blowing. I think im gonna sleep on the roof tonight with Jesusy0. Some Jack and Cokes on the rooftop sound about FTW right now. I know Jesusy0 is down for some. He is such a lush.

Day 17

Sleeping on the roof felt great. Oddly. Jesusy0 and I just bullshitted all night and watched the "zombie" that were crowded around the back of the school. I don’t understand why they are there. I told him that we needed to get some food today. I think we might go make a trip see what we can do for food around noon.

It’s about 3pm now, earlier Jesusy0 and I decided to go for a drive in the mr2 to see what was going on and to see about scoring some food. We hoped in the mr2 and drove away from the school. Didn’t want to draw any attention to ourselves and our hiding spot. We got out onto the main road and it was deserted. I mean dead. No cars, no anything. I expected to see some cars and people but there was nothing. There was power running, the stop lights at the intersections were still running. And we could see signs for the stores still lit up. We drove all the way down to the highway, past the grocery store. The highway was a mess. Cars were everywhere. But no one was around. It didn’t seem like a good idea to go any further. So we turned around and headed for the grocery store. The parking lot was full of cars, and the automatic doors were stuck open. There was groceries spilling out of the doors. And it looked like it had been ransacked. It didn’t seem smart to take our chances in the store. I’ve seen far too many zombie movies to know that there was a possibility of infection inside. On the way back to the house we hit up the gas station. It was locked up and no one was inside. So we broke in. Not like anyone would care. The power was on inside, so we were able to get some milk and some canned good and the basics. And booze, made sure to get booze. After we left we were almost home when Jesusy0 stopped the car in the middle of the street. He told me about his night on the roof. He said he had noticed that there was a little bit of light coming from a portable near the back of the school where all the zombie were hanging around. He said he thinks someone might be stuck in there, and that we need to help them out. He also mentioned the fact that D0m's guns were completely out of ammo, and that we should get some.

I found out why he stopped where he did. We were right in front of Estrogens house. Estrogen is the local drug dealer. Estrogen was a cool dude, his real name isn’t Estrogen, but that’s what Jesusy0 and I always call him and he thinks it’s great. One night a few years back we were all getting drunk at his house and he passed out a few hours later Jesusy0 and I were bullshitting when we heard him mumbling in his sleep. Suddenly he sits up, starts yelling “ESTROGEN!”, and wakes himself up. It was the funniest thing I have ever seen. Ever since then we have called him Estrogen. He always had all sorts of guns and weapons around. I wasn’t up to going inside because with all those guns and stuff he was bound to be hold up in the house. But Jesusy0 told me that he actually saw him around the school, and that he was infected. I still wasn’t up for it. Before I could even say anything I heard "Kung-fu bitch!" and then a crash. Jesusy0 was already in the house, he had kicked in the door. Luckily after the initial search of the house I found out it was empty. We found what we wanted in the house. Another Ak-47 for our collection and at least a thousand rounds for it. We found a .50cal Desert Eagle (this thing is a cannon) and 1 box of ammo for it. Also found a saw'd off shotgun 12g, and 3 boxes of shells. Power was still on in the house, so we took some of the stuff out of the fridge, and some stuff out of the cabinet. Then headed home.

8pm now, Franky made some meatloaf w/ broccoli and some mashed potatoes. It was pretty dope. Jesusy0 told D0m and Franky about what he saw at the school and how he thought we should check it out. They both agreed, however they did not want to participate. So me and Jesusy0 are gonna formulate a plan later on tonight. Until then we are just going to hang out and bullshit on the roof again and drink some brews that we picked up. Should be a nice night.

Day 18

Its 10am now, Jesusy0 and I came up with a plan last night while on the roof. What’s gonna happen is I am gonna take Jesusy0's mr2, and drive it right past the school and try and gather as much attention from the zombies as I can. Then I am going to lead them away from the school and away from the general direction of the house. When Jesusy0 feels it’s safe he is going to run to the school and try to get the attention of whoever is inside, if anyone is inside that portable building. Then he is going to led them back to our house. We are leaving at 11am to do this. Hopefully this works and it isn’t for nothing and we all stay safe. I told Jesusy0 he should take the .38 and the Ak-47 with him just incase. Things are weird now and you never know what exactly is gonna happen.

Day 19

Well, my head hurts. Yesterday we executed the plan, but things went to shit almost instantly. As I drove in front of the school the mr2 died, and would not start. Finally after sitting for about a minute it fired up, but by then I had already seemed to draw enough attention to myself. It was insane, all of those zombies growled at me and started heading for me. Lucky they are slow. It was crazy though, it was like there were even more of them hiding through out the neighbor hood. I was driving slow and it seemed like there were more and more appearing in the streets as I drove around. Well, as I was approaching the duck pond, I noticed there was this huge group of at least 100 in the road. Anyway, there was no where to go, I was pretty much blocked in. I had all of the zombies from the school and the neighborhood right behind me, and then I had the big group in front of me. The only thing that came to mind was to use the car as a battering ram and drive right through them. BAD IDEA. I dropped it into first and floored it. Popped second, and then hit the first one. It exploded with blood and guts all over the car. I could hear the thuds of the rest f them being hit by the mr2. I don’t remember much of what happened all I remember is the front of the car dropping forward and the rear end sliding out. What happened after that I have no idea. I just remember waking up in someone’s front yard, and seeing the mr2 on its roof. It looked like it had collided with a tree during the accident. After that I remember running, and I remember finding the .38 I threw in the seat next to me laying I the road. God I'm glad I was able to find that. Id prolly be a zombie right now if it weren’t for that. During the run home I came across 2 zombie, and had to take them both out.

Anyway, I remember arriving at the house finally, and pounding on the front door. Jesusy0 answered, and of course he asked me where the mr2 was. I had to tell him the truth. Yeah, he gave me a black eye and I was unconscious the rest of the day. I've only been awake long enough to write this. So I still have no idea what happened with Jesusy0 yesterday or if we have another person in the house. I guess I should go and find out.

Well, add one to the group. Jesusy0 was right; there was someone in that portable building. His name is Panface. Asian guy, actually kinda tall for an asian guy. He looks like he might be mixed, half white. No accent so I figure he was born here. But he is obviously asian. Anyway, he said that he was staying at a friends house just down the street. One night he got real drunk and passed out. When he woke up he said there was no one in the house. He said that he had been watching the news and saw everything that was going on, and after a day of being alone in his friends house he decided that he should try and get back to his apartment across town, only he had no vehicle. So he tried to walk. He said that when he got to the school eh came across a group of the "things" is what he called them, and that they started coming after him and he noticed that he was actually surrounded by them. He had no where to go so he ran to the school and found all the doors to be locked, but one of the buildings had the windows open, so he climbed in. And just waited for days. He told me that he tried signaling us when we were shooting at them the other day for "target practice", but obviously it didn’t work.

Finally got details from Jesusy0, he said everything went easy for him. He got to the school no problems. Got Panface out and introduced himself and all that stuff. On the way back he did say that he came across a small group of them which he took out with the AK no problem.

I think I’m gonna go back to sleep, I still have a headache thanks to Jesusy0.

Day 20

Well, I have no idea what the fuck happened last night, but all power seems to be out everywhere. The houses solar panels are working fine, but the TV is broadcasting snow, the radio is static, and the internet is completely down. Even the phones, both cell and landlines are down. Nothing seems to be working. God bless you PS3.

Day 21

Noticed something odd today when I went out front. No zombies were around or near the house, however there were about 20 or so down the street. If they are coming this way for a reason, I hope it’s not for us. Maybe they are just randomly wandering. It’s bound to happen that a few find there way over here.

Had a chat today with Panface, found out he trains in Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu. Awesome, but unfortunately it means nothing lately.

It’s about 2pm and I just talked with Jesusy0, and apparently the zombies are acting weird on the other street (the street where the school is). He took me to the roof of the house, and oddly enough all of the zombies have left the school and are trying to navigate their way over here. You can see them on the other side of the fences trying to push through the fence. We can’t be making that much noise. This house is really quiet. Do they know we are here? Are they trying to come after us? Or are they just following a smell? Either way this cant be any good.

Currently 10pm. We brought D0ms car into the garage. Jesusy0 and Panface are currently boarding up all the windows on the front of the house. We decided to do this because earlier Franky made some steak and eggs for us. And afterwards we decided to go out and have some real "live" target practice. Scary thing, when we got on the roof we noticed that the back neighbors fence was giving way, but was still holding up, but it was about to go at anytime. A check of the front of the house found that the 20 or so zombies down the street was now 15 zombies 4 houses down and 2 right in the front yard. That’s when the decision was made to barricade the door and get D0ms car in the garage. We should have thought it through more but we didn’t. 3 head shots with the .38 cleared out the zombies that were near the house, and then D0m's car was in the garage. But that was a bad idea, because if they didn’t know we were here before all the zombies definitely know we are here now. We can hear them pounding on the garage door and the side of the house. Luckily the fence wraps around the back half of the house and the entire backyard. Luckily its a new fence too. It should hold up for a long time. Maybe if we stay quiet they will go away. I really don’t want to have to leave this place. I’ve decided its time to pack an "oh-shit" bag.

Day 22

After breakfast today which was uneventful cereal, me and Panface decided it might be a good idea to pack up D0ms cars just incase we have to split in a hurry. We loaded one of the AK's and the AR-15 and most of the ammo in D0ms car. We kept 2 full clips for the other AK and the shotgun stayed in the house as well. I put the .50 DE and the box of ammo into my "oh-shit" bag. The .38 is almost useless now seeing as we only have about 10 rounds for it. Supplies are currently running really low. We are gonna have to do something about food real soon. I made the suggestion we all start rationing and D0m and Panface agreed. Jesusy0 of course did not. And Franky hasn’t eaten in days so it doesn’t seem to matter to her. I hope she’s doing okay, she’s not looking good.

I packed the "oh-shit" bag earlier with supplies. A few bottles of water, some of the protein bars, and a basic medical kit all found their way into the backpack. Also, it’s a camelpac, so I made sure to fill it with extra water.

Day 23

After hearing the pounding all day yesterday we all got drunk. Why at this time? I dunno, it was stupid because if anything would have happened we would have been toast. The zombies finally made their way over the fence and they are now at my back fence trying to get over it, like I said it’s a brand new fence though it should hold for awhile. But it’s definitely time for a back up plan.

So, here’s the plan. Moneystein left me his house keys and he has a big truck, 79 ford bronco to be exact. 4WD and everything much better than D0ms little civic.. Should make for the perfect car to get around in. Problem is though his house is in the middle of the city. And the middle of the city has got to be crawling with zombies. Anyway it doesn’t matter, we need a larger vehicle and his house is bound to have supplies. For now that’s the plan just in case anything happens.

Day 25

I think I just experienced one of the worst possible things in my life. Yesterday was the day, it was bound to happen. We didn’t have the back windows barricaded because we simply had nothing to put up. It had to be 7am it had to be the sun was just coming up when I heard it and jumped out of bed. The back fence had collapsed and the wood post snapped. It wasn’t very loud, but it was loud enough to make me jump out of bed. I checked out the window, it was a sea of zombies. I have no idea where the fuck they all came from. I’m just so glad we didn’t have sliding glass back doors. It woulda been a matter of seconds before that glass broke and they were inside. As soon as I saw them reaction told me to wake everyone. D0m was already out of bed and so was Panface they had both been awake playing PS3. Jesusy0 I had to slap like 3 times in order to get his ass up. On my way to wake up Franky I heard glass shattering and knew that they were already trying to get inside.

Franky............what a stupid fuck. She was already awake, but just lying in bed not moving. I yelled at her to get up and move, but she didn’t. I ran over to the bed and grabbed her and she just looked at me. I heard more windows breaking and knew time was running short. I grabbed her by the arms and dragged her out of the bed. She was butt-ass naked but that was the last of my worries. We made it as far as the hall before she started pulling against me and begging me to leave her alone. Now way that was going to happen. Panface and D0m were already at the garage door; Jesusy0 stayed in the living room and was blasting as many zombies as he could with the shotgun. I pulled and pulled and Franky, she begged me to leave her there she didn’t want to go. *BANG* Her body went limp in my hands. I turned and saw Jesusy0 holding a smoking .38, he then grabbed me by my shirt and pulled me towards the garage. "It's time to go he said." I remember seeing ugly stinking zombies crawling through the windows and a few actually in the hallway. Then I remember arriving at Moneysteins house, only to see that the area was infested with zombies. There was no way for all of us to make it into the house safely. Luckily we all knew they were drawn by sound, so we just drove around the block and they followed and cleared the house. It’s that simple. Moneysteins house is pretty huge, and it's really well protected. The guy has burglar bars on all the windows and doors. For such a nice house it’s an odd touch, but we are safe.

So yea, when we got into the house we closed all the doors and made sure everything was secure. I remember sitting on the couch sometime yesterday and then waking up today. Must have passed out.

7pm: No food in this house at all. Moneystein WTF? And guess what? the Bronco is dead. Panface told me that when he went to go check it out he found the hood up, and the motor on the engine stand. He said the motor was Ford small block soup. GREAT!!!! What LUCK!!!! We have no food, no supplied, no electricity, and now no car. Other than D0ms civic, which mind you was left outside. I’m pretty sure its been destroyed by the zombies. We need to figure something out ASAP.

Day 26

Nothing has changed, still no food. The sound is unbearable. I’m going nuts. All of the windows have been broken. The only thing holding these things out is the burglar bars. It’s only a matter of time till those come off the bolts. Panface and D0m have been in the garage for the past day. There using crank flashlights and candles for light in there. I think they are working on the Legacy GT. Jesusy0 has been killing Moneysteins booze.

Awesome thing happened earlier though; I was up in the attic looking around for anything that we can use. And I came across a box marked "DADS STUFF". When I looked through it I found just a bunch of junk. At the bottom there was this case. When I opened it up, I found the sweetest thing ever. A German trench Spike from World War 1. It’s like a cross between some brass knuckles and a knife. It’s got an 8inch blade on it. I think ima hold onto this. It’s a bit dull. But if I can find a way to sharpen it, it could be of great use.

Its time to try and get some sleep. Candles are on through out the house. jesusy0 is asleep and Panface and D0m are still out in the garage banging away on whatever. I don’t feel like seeing what they are up to but its gotta be something.

Day 27

Its time to get out of here. The burglar bars are still up, but they are coming loose. Wont be long till they are off and we are screwed. Those things know we are here. There’s no hiding from them. I think we are just going to have to take the Legacy GT. I’m thinking we should head West. It just seems practical. I mean before the infection hit the population out west in the desert area was less dense than here. And it’s no longer possible to know if there is any real safe place or exactly what areas to avoid. I’m going to bring it up to the guys and find out what they think.

Well, I finally found out what D0m and Panface were doing out in the garage that whole time. I went out to go get them to have a talk about what we should do. That’s when I saw it. They had been working on the Legacy GT. Well, they had found a generator in the garage as well as an arc welder. How the hell I didn’t hear a generator running for 2 days is beyond me. But apparently, Panface came up with the idea to "Frankenstein" the Bronco and the Legacy GT. They took the brush gaurd and off road lights off the bronco and welded them up to the frame of the Legacy GT.

Noon; We are ready to get moving. I brought up the idea to the guys about heading west towards the desert. They all seemed to agree that it seemed like a good idea. We are gonna leave the civic. Its just not any good to us in this kind of environment. Its been lowered and it rides hard. D0m's a little upset that we are leaving it but i told him that we would shut the garage door and leave it. so it should be safe if we ever return (I doubted the return in my mind and also doubted we would have time to shut the door. but the car is like D0ms baby. so i had to tell him something). He was still pissed but he really has no choice. We filled up the Legacy with syphoned fuel from the civic, and loaded up everything into the Legacy. Most of the stuff went into the trunk, but the weapons stayed up front with us. We have all seen to many zombie movies to make the mistake of not having any weapons nearby.

Its 3 oclock, and it looks like we might not be here for long. One of the corners on one of the burglar bars on the back of the house has come loose and its got me wondering just how long till the rest of it comes off. Its a small window so even if it does come off they wont be pouring in the way they were at my house. Either way this isnt a good situation and its time we go.

7 oclock: We have now been on the road for 3 hours or so. We are heading towards El Paso. Its 8 hours from San Antonio To El Paso, and there is absolutly nothing in between. D0m hasnt really spoken this whole time since we left. I think he may just be pissed we just left his car there with an open garage. We honestly had no choice though. There was no way we could save his car. We had no time to plan on how we were going to do it. As it was a zomnie had already mmanaged to get half of his body in between the house and the corner of the burglar bar. He was actually stuck so we didnt even bother with killing him. We just closed the door to that room and baracaded it with a bunch of crap.

It had to have been around 4 or so when we finally decided it was time to go. There was no real useful supplies in Moneysteins place as far as food goes. Plenty of alcohol to take with us and some bottled water as well. It was actually kinda crazy when it was time to leave. We all packed in the Legacy. Getting the garage door open was the worst part. The only thing we could think of doing was one of us had to throw the garage door open and run back into the car. Luckily Panface volunteered for this. It wasactually kinda cool. Rev'd the motor up to 5k and the turbo was screamin, then Panface threw the garage door open and jumped in the back seat, Jesusy0 was driving and he just dumped the clutch and we took off like crazy. The legacy being AWD launched like crazy, and we mowed over all of the zombie that were coming in. It was awesome. That grill gaurd was an awesome idea. Getting out of the city sucked, there was cars everywhere as well as people and zombies. The zombies were easy to deal with, we just ran them over. The dead though, we had to go around. It was weird to see the city like that. It was empty and quiet. It was odd to see the cars sitting there like they were. Sometimes you could even see people still in their cars, dead, a few cars we passed even had zombies still strapped into the seats in them. It was all around just creepy. Once we got out onto the open road though, it wasnt bad. Im surprised there isnt more traffic on the highway, or at least cars out here. Every now and then there is an abandoned car but i figured more people would be trying to flee and there would be more traffic out here or more cars abandoned cars. Maybe there is something we missed. Some sort of safe zone? I dont know. Nothing seems right lately, but this really doesnt seem right. We have not seen a single living person or other occupied car since, well, since we left my house a few days ago. Im wondering if there is anybody at all left? There has to be. We cant be the only 4 people alive.

Its about 7:30 and we need find gas. We are almost on empty. We also need supplies. All we have left is the bottled water the alcohol, and the protein bars i threw in the bag. We have no "real" food. I think im gonna suggest we stop at a grocery store or something to get stuff. We are losing light fast, and I dont know if anywhere is gonna have electricity so this may have to wait.

8:15 We stopped at a gas station, luckily for us the electricity is still on, and all of the gas pumps are still fully functional. All 4 of us decided it would be best if we just held up here for the nigh. The sun is going and this place has electricity and food as well as it has locking shutters to keep out whoever would rob this place out in the middle of nowhere. So we are well protected. No sense in driving at night unless we have to. A breakdown at night doesnt sound fun.

10:30 I think we are gonna just chill here for a few days. This place is perfect for now. There is supplies, we are enclosed and secure, and there is even a small kitchen in here with food and stuff. Looks like this place might have been one of those cheapy places that truckers stop at just to grab a quick cheap bite to eat and then they go on their way. We actually had a real dinner tonight. I cooked hamburgers for us and they were great. This place is secure and everything works and theres food. No reason to leave just yet. And the best part is that there is a garage area incorparated into this place. So we are able to pull in the Legacy and close and lock the garage bay doors from the inside. There is really nothing to worry about, and there shouldnt be alot of zombies around. I think were all just gonna chill out tonight and get drunk. COLD BOOZE, its great.

Day 28

6pm Hungover most of the day. Didnt want to write at all. Im only writing now cause im bored. Found a way onto the roof of the gas station today. Found out we are probably about 1 mile away from a Walmart. This is a good thing.We can get whatever we need from there. This gast station kitchen doesnt have much here. They must have been between deliveries or something. And the regular gas station fare isnt going to cut it. D0m and Panface were on the rooof for a bit letting off some steam by shooting up a near by car. We walked around for a bit on the property to see if we could find anything, but we didnt find anything really. I caught Jesusy0 masturbating to some truck stop XXX mags earlier. He really didnt seem to care. He told me he has never been this long without sex since he first lost his virginty. So i guess he is getting depserate.

2am Cant sleep. Ive been sitting up all night looking at the Walmart from up here on the roof. The parking lot lights are still on and they cast an eerie glow over the desert sky. Ive been thinking, that as long as this place has electricity we may just be able to stay there, possibly forever. Or however long this, what ever it is last. We will have to see.

Day 29

8am I didnt sleep at all last night, just sat on the roof thinking about everything. Its hard to beleive it hasnt even been a month since this all started. Not even a month. 28 days is all it took to go from a crazy guy atacking and biting people to a full on earth shattering epidemic. I wonder how many people are still alive? I wonder how many of those zombies are still..... "alive"?

Its prolly a good idea to go and check out the WALMART down the road today. This gas station we are ate has no more real food left, plus, its WALMART, theyre bound to have awesome stuff that we could use.

6pm: Well, the WALMART is a no go. We finally got there and I guess the parking lot lights are solar powered or something. The power was completely cut off inside. The doors un the front were completely locked and didnt look as if they had been tampered with. So we went inside and we pretty much found our way around in the dark. We made it all the way to the sporting good/camping equipment. Obviously we were looking for lanterns. didnt take long to find them. Honestly, we should have been mroe careful, cause we only had flashlights to guide us to the lanterns, but i guess the fact that the doors were locked and handnt been tampered with gave us a sense of security. Luckily, nothing happened the whole time. The whole store reeked of rotting food. I guess the power had been off for awhile so all the meat and what not in the store had gone bad.

We loaded up on supplies and some extra clothes for all of us, as all of ours were pretty haggard and gross. Those lanterns we scored made things so much easier, they were battery powered so it was really easy to get them going. We also ended up wth a new vehicle to use. Leave it to Jesusy0. D0m and Panface were loading up a duffle bag with any and all weapons that we could carry that would be of use. I was shopping for food and whatever else we could use for supplies. Jesusy0, well I honestly thought he was with D0m and Panface. next thing I know I hear a loud crash coming from the front of the store and some one yelling "YEEEEEHAAAAAWWWWW!" over the roar of a cars engine. Turns out Jesusy0 had noticed an older Toyota pickup in the parking lot, and neglected ever to tell us he knew how to hot wire vehicles. We couldnt be any luckier right now, I mean this truck is complete with brush gaurd and lift, 4 wheel drive and huge mud terrain tires. Perfect, for our situation. We were able to completely load up on supplies. We pretty much cleaned out the gun shop, and we took every lantern we could find. I picked up a bunch of canned goods and stuff that hadnt gone bad for us to eat. Picked up some spare batteries for the cars and also we got some extra gas tanks. The biggest ones we could find. By the time we were done the truck was full of stuff. I dont think we will need to make any stops for awhile now.

9pm: I made tuna casserole for us for dinner tonight. We all were able to shower tonight as well for the first time in....... well i honestly dont remember when the last time we showered was. I picked up some hygene stuff while we were at walmart, and i also picked up one of those camping shower things. The thing that you hang up in a high place and the water flows just like a shower. So, we were all able to shower and shave, it made everyone feel better. Jesusy0 showered, but he didnt shave. He is starting to look real scruffy. He has a real mountain man beard going. I think we are all just going to party tonight. We got a huge score at the WALMART and finally a shower and shave has got us feeling great. The fresh change of clothes is a plus as well.

Day 30

I cant beleive its been 30 days already. 1 month. 1 months since the first "reported" attack. Its amazing how much everything has changed. And the fact that it took only a month, I wonder if the entire world is like this, or if its just here, or if there is somewhere that isnt over run by zombies. Its amazing to see that everything has fallen apart and life has pretty much ceased. I mean, to think that a few weeks ago I was sitting at home and drinking everynight with Jesusy0 and watching movies and surfing the internet and going to the movies, and now, well now, none of that is possible. Every radio station that we pick up in the Legacy GT is looping the same Emergency Broadcast message. Telling everyone to "stay indoors" and "remain calm". Really? Seriously? Unless im missing something, now is the perfect time to NOT "remain calm". Staying indoors, yeah, maybe that is smart, thats what we seem to be doing lately. Its probably the smartest thing anyone can do in a time like this. We have been here for 3 days and it looks like we might be here for a long while. The WALMART across the way is still full of supplies, and this gas station is secure. Its just its getting, i dont know, old. Its hot as hell here, and being inside the gas station is just boring and im getting cabin fever. Its to hot to hang out outside and its just not safe to hang otu outside all day. Well, it might be, but im not going to.

Day 35

Seriously, We have been here over a week. Nothing has happened. We havent seen anyone, alive or dead. Maybe we should venture out into the world. Aside from the occasional trip to WALMART for things we havent done anything. Noting has changed on the radio, same message for the last week.

10PM: Well our sprits are up tonight. We all have been down with "cabin fever" for the last couple of days, but today panface and d0m were talking about something and panface mentioned the fact that he knew MMA, then Jesusy0 walked up and got into the conversation and told panface "Oh, you know MMA? thats awesome, I know MMA to. He sure is a nice guy." I have no idea why but we all just busted out laughing, and it just changed the mood of everyone. We finally all got to talking and we all agreed that this place is prolly the best place to stay, but we are all getting stir crazy here and we all seem to think its time to go out into the world and do some exploring. I thinks thats what is on tomorrows agenda.

Day 36

10pm: Today, we finally went out and searched the area. It was nothing but trees and sand for the most part. But after a few hours we found something interesting. It was an empty campsite. It wasn’t so much abandoned, as it was just empty. It seems like someone had just left, like they heard us coming and decided to hide. They wont be able to hide much longer if they are still around, we did take the supplies that we found. We got a 12gauge shotgun and some ammo for it, as well as some canned goods. I kind of feel bad for taking the stuff, but since no one was around we didn’t know if anyone was coming back to use the stuff. I guess we will find out soon of we pissed someone off or not.

Day 37

I woke up today to find the Jesusy0 had a black eye, strange if you ask me. Then I found that there was 1 extra person sleeping in the store with us. Apparently, while I was asleep the person whose campsite we raided came to visit us. In addition, she punched Jesusy0 in the eye. How I slept through all of this. I have no idea. However, I did. It’s odd to have a female in our group now, much less a hot female like her. Her name is Lulu; she is about 26, blonde and nice tits, as well as a few tattoos and some piercings. I was able to talk to her and found out her story. She is originally from upstate New York, and she was on a road trip with her husband across the US when everything happened. She explained that they were in the mountains of Colorado when the mass panic of everyone hit and they were stuck in traffic. She said that she saw everyone getting out of their cars and running, and she didn’t know what was going on. Next thing she knew one a zombie had smashed into her passenger side window and had bitten her husband. She said it happened so fast she does not remember if she did anything or tried to fight to help her husband, she just remembers running away from the car as fast as she could. She told me that she honestly doesn’t know what happened to her husband as far as being attacked. And that she doesn’t want to know. She cried for awhile after she told me the story.

I asked her how she ended up being in Colorado a week ago, to being here in the middle of the desert Texas. She told me that she was able to hide in an abandoned semi truck for a few days, finally she got tired of sitting and doing nothing and left the semi and found a small car that had the leys in it. She said she drove for a few hours until the car broke down a few miles from her campsite. She told me that she saw us entering the Wal-Mart and that she went inside after we left and got herself some camping equipment, she said she camped around the Wal-Mart for a few days. I asked her why she didn’t try to make contact with us before, and she told me we scared her. She said Jesusy0 looked like a serial killer, and that Panface looked like a pervert. But we had pissed her off when we took her stuff so she came over to get her stuff back, and she ended up being so mad that when Jesusy0 opened the door to the store she punched him in the face. Then she found out that we weren’t freaks so she decided to stay with us.

I’m going to be honest, I am glad she is staying with us. She is something nice to look at and she seems right in the head. And who knows, I might even get to stick it to her sometime.

Day 38

5pm: Today we decided to really drive around and see where we were exactly. I had the idea the whole time we were here that we were not far off from El Paso, but I wasn’t too sure. Today, I discovered we were just about 20 miles from The outskirts of El Paso. I don’t know what exactly we are going to do, if anything at all. All I know is that even though we have the new company of Lulu, we are all starting to get annoyed with each other. In addition, this gas station doesn’t exactly have any beds. So, its not very comfortable to sleep during the night. We are all getting on each other nerves. There are no real supplies left here for us; I honestly think that its time we move on. This place was never a good place anyway. Lack of zombies is a plus though, but I can tell that jesusy0 is getting stir crazy and really wants to do something, rather than hide forever.

I wouldn’t be surprised if Jesusy0 decided to get moving from this place soon, I wouldn’t disagree with him either.

3am: Panface and D0m went to sleep early (cant blame them, it’s the only thing to do lately). Jesusy0, Lulu and I sat on the rooftop and drank the last of the beers the gas station had left in its coolers, which wasn’t much. We all discussed leaving here and finding a more “habitable” place. This place just isn’t the best place to be right now. It’s hot as hell constantly and it hasn’t rained at all. It’s making us all miserable. Lulu I imagine really hates it. She spent a few days camping out here. Speaking of Lulu, ever since I first talked to her yesterday, I noticed she has been staring at me a lot. I wonder if she likes me. It’s hard to know what exactly is going on in her head. She just lost her husband a few days ago. I noticed she hasn’t really mentioned much about it, and even when she retold her story it didn’t seem to stir up any emotions from her. Maybe she’s just bottling up everything, this isn’t exactly the best time to have a breakdown, or maybe she just doesn’t care. But then again she spent a week alone, she may have already gotten all of the crying and junk out of the way. I’m going to have to keep an eye on her and make sure she stays safe. I’m not going to have her end up like Franky, and have a breakdown and refuse to fight for her life.

Day 39

We are currently on the road to El Paso; Jesusy0 didn’t even bother to sleep last night. Once daylight broke he started packing up the legacy GT and the truck and woke us all up and told us to get in the cars and it was time to go. Lulu, Jesusy0 and I are in the Legacy GT and Panface and D0m are in the truck following us. I don’t know exactly where we are headed, but anything is better than here. I wonder what El Paso is going to look like. As it is so far all of I10 has been littered with random cars and dead bodies. We have seen a couple of zombies along the highway as well. A few of them were feeding on corpses, while some were just walking along the highway, like they were just out for a walk. It was weird to see them turn to stare at us as we drove by, and then have them shuffle after us as if they were going to catch us. The empty looks in their eyes is creepy. It amazing that it has been 11 days since we last saw a zombie. I guess the place we were at before was a really good place to be at. But it just wasn’t “right”, we were short on supplies and it wasn’t comfortable at all. It’s going to be hard to find a replacement for that place though. But if we stay smart we should have no problems. The radio in the car isn’t picking up anything. The emergency broadcast loop isn’t even playing anymore. I can tell we are getting closer and closer to El Paso. Yea, the road signs are a big giveaway, but mostly you can tell because the road is getting thick with abandoned cars facing away from the city. And there is carnage everywhere. A lot of the cars we pass are abandoned with their doors wide open. You come across the occasional car with the windows covered in red, and every now and then you see a car with movement inside of it. We all seem to have an idea what that movement is, but no one is stupid enough to go and look. Just drive is the plan for now.

5 o’clock : Its taken us all day to get into El Paso, its actually quite amazing at the things you can see. While in I10 we were able to see clear into Mexico, and its insane what you can see. There is carnage all over the place, All of the houses that are on the hill that are facing the US are destroyed, and the ground is blood red all over the hills. You could see zombies still feeding on long dead corpses. It’s a strange feeling to be looking into another country and seeing that kind of carnage just a few hundred feet away. But, honestly it was no different here on US soil. Being in the city and not trying to get away like we were doing before, we were able to actually get a real hold on what exactly was going on. The highway was thick with cars trying to flee the city, but couldn’t because of all the other abandoned cars on the highway. We left this morning at about 8am, and it took us 9 hours to make it to where we are now, which is just inside the main metropolitan area of the city. We have had to move slowly around traffic and abandoned cars and overturned trucks. It seems as if there was a wave of people fleeing the city only to get stuck in traffic, then a wave of zombies swept through and everyone abandoned their vehicles on the highway and ran for their lives.. Then the next wave of escapees would come through and get stuck amongst the abandoned cars, thus being attacked by another larger group of zombie, and so on and so on, until there was hardly anyone leaving the city. We encountered many zombies along the highway, but luckily never more than 2-3 at a time. I assume that they have long since moved away from the cluttered highway. I told Jesusy0 to ignore them because they really weren’t a threat to us, but he didn’t listen, every time he sees one that is within range he puts a .50 cal round into its face. I cant say I don’t blame him. As much as I want to do the same, I am just not feeling up to it. I know it’s impossible to be in a good mood with everything that’s been going on, but I have been really depressed for the past few days and I can’t seem to shake it. I honestly don’t know why I'm so depressed. I have been talking to Lulu a lot lately and if anyone has anything to be depressed about it’s her. She lost her husband. I can’t imagine how it would feel to make a choice to run from someone you love to save yourself. Not only that, but I’m sure being here on the highway and seeing all the cars abandoned and all the blood stained cars has to remind her of that day she lost him. Surprisingly though she seems to be taking it well.

Day 40

3am: It was getting late so we decided it would be best to find a place to stay for the night. We found this neighborhood on the other side of the city just outside the city limits. Traffic had just tapered off, so we figured there wouldn’t be much movement in the neighborhood. We found an empty house just inside the neighborhood, going in to deep into the neighborhood didn’t seem like it would be a good idea, we didn’t want to get lost or trapped/surrounded by zombies. And we didn’t want to find house to close to the entrance, as that would draw attention from the highway. The house we found was perfect, it was just a random house, and thankfully it was empty upon inspection, no surprise houseguest. And the 3 car garage was empty, allowing us to park both cars inside no problems. Jesusy0 kicked in the front door which allowed us to get in. It looks as if the owners fled away from the city. There were random clothes on the beds as well as empty drawers, like they had packed. The televisions and other valuable things were missing. Once we searched the house and found we were alone, we barricaded the door with the sofa and the huge entertainment center.

There are plenty of beds in the house for all of us to sleep comfortably. This is shaping up to be a good night.

Day 41

Its 5pm and I am only writing to help get a grip on what just happened. We stopped to regroup at a rest stop somewhere on the highway. Honestly, I have no clue where the fuck we are. We lost one of the group, and we picked up a 3rd vehicle. It started at what couldn’t be any later than 7am or so. The sun was just coming up and we were all sound asleep when we heard the first crash of broken window. I don’t know exactly what happened or how long it took, or maybe we were just all out so hard from actually sleeping in a bed for the first time in weeks. I vaguely remember dreaming about something and hearing some sort of pounding in my dream. We shouldn’t have let our guards down like that and allowed ourselves to get comfortable. It was an ambush. From the first sound of crashing glass, I remember jumping out of bed, and realized I wasn’t armed. All of the weapons were left in the cars. It should have never happened like that. I remember running into the hallway and seeing a zombie already in the house on the bottom floor. Maybe we are lucky this was a 2 story house, unfortunately, D0m had to be the unlucky one that got to sleep in the guest bedroom on the bottom floor. I saw him run out of the guest bedroom just as a flood of zombies entered the house from the backyard. The loud crash that woke us up was the back sliding glass door being broken. The guest bedroom couldn’t have been more than 30 feet from the staircase. Just as D0m made a dash for the stairs he was intercepted by a group of zombies and immediately torn to shreds. I saw him die. I watched him get torn apart while screaming. The pain he must have been in is unimaginable. But at the same time, had he not been down there, there is no way to tell weather or not any of us would be here right now. He was able to draw the attention of the zombies away from us. All of them went after him. But it was only a matter of seconds before they realized we were there. By this time we were all pretty much in the hallway and we all knew what was going on. Jesusy0 acted first and yelled for everyone to get into the room he was in. We all grouped there and he barricaded the door. Apparently he noticed that there was roof access from his room and that we would be able to make an exit that way. But we didn’t have anywhere to go. Looking out of the window we noticed that the house was about to be full of zombies. There were at least 30 of them surrounding the house, and we were completely unarmed. How could we have been so stupid as to be unarmed?

We were trapped. We had no where to go. At least I thought. I don’t know who thought of the idea or what, but all I remember is climbing out of the window in the room and out onto the roof. Luck must have been on our side because the houses in this neighborhood were built extremely close together. The gap from the roof of the house we were on to the neighbors roof was maybe 4 feet at the most. We were able to leap across the rooftop and into the neighbors house. Jesusy0 broke a window and we were able to get into the house. As soon as we entered the bedroom through the broken window we could smell it. It was awful. It was the smell of dead flesh. Being in that house wasn’t the best idea, but at the time it was the only idea. It didn’t take long for Jesusy0 to start searching the room we were in for something to use as a weapon. No luck. We didn’t have much time so we had to decide what we wanted to do. We could try and make it to the next house over, or we could take our chances in this house that smelled of death and see what would happen. It didn’t take long for Panface decided to take his chances. As he ran downstairs we found where the smell was coming from. In the living room there was a severed leg and an axe. There was blood everywhere. I couldn’t believe it. We all stopped midway down the stairs in shock. It wasn’t long before we saw the legs owner crawling around on the ground with 1 leg. He knew we were there and he wanted us. It looked as if he had been bitten on the leg and amputated it in hopes the disease wouldn’t spread. But he was wrong. And now he was after us. But being a zombie with 1 leg that couldn’t stand up, it wasn’t hard to avoid him. Panface did smash in his head as he was walking by though. It makes me wonder how long he had been “dead”. Its not easy to smash in a person heads like that, but it wasn’t hard for Panface.

The first place I ran to was the garage. As I was running through the kitchen I noticed a set of keys on the counter. I scooped them up without thinking twice. I made it to the garage door, and threw it open, and my jaw hit the floor. I hit the “unlock” button on the remote and the car beeped and unlocked. It was an Aston Martin DBS. I was shocked, excited, scared, everything you could imagine you could feel in that moment. With everything going on around me and then seeing that, and holding the keys in my hand, it didn’t take long for the plan to pop into my head. I told Lulu that I was going to draw the zombies away from the houses the best I could and that Jesusy0 and Panface should go after the vehicles. I figured with that she would stay in the house or something for safety but as soon as I started the car, she hoped into the passenger seat. I opened the garage door and backed the Aston out of the garage and into the street. I revved the engine a few times and tried to draw attention to me. After a minute, I was surrounded by zombies trying to get into the car. I put the Aston into first gear and I let go of the clutch, and it stalled. As much as it pains me that we lost D0m today, I don’t think it hurts as much as Lulu laughing at me and calling me a faggot at that moment. I started the car, revved the engine, and dropped the clutch, and took off.

It occurred to me that I had no idea where I was going, nor did I have a place to meet up with the others since we were now separated. I could only hope that the noise of that Aston was loud enough to draw away all of the zombies from the house. I drove around the neighborhood as fast and as loud as possible. After 10 minutes or so I returned to the house and left the Aston in the street and left it running. Lulu and I went in through the still open garage and noticed the house was empty. We went back outside and I noticed the Aston was missing and the garage to the first house we were in was open and the Legacy was missing. Me and Lulu hopped into the truck and took off from the house. As we exited the neighborhood and entered the highway we saw Panface and Jesusy0 parked on the side of the highway. Jesusy0 was leaning on the fender of the car with the AK-47 in his hand and was having a smoke break.

So, now here we are, at a rest stop somewhere near the New Mexico border. I’ve calmed down enough now after writing about everything that happened today. Its tough to have D0m gone, but it stands as a lesson learned now, to never let your guard down and be prepared for anything at anytime. I honestly believe for the first time now, that maybe we might not human kind might not even survive this if something doesn’t change.